horrible day

Today was the worst day so far in my career. I seriously wondered if i even chose the right career. I love what I am doing but I hate it at the same time. Today was the first day that I actually was hating that i decided to take this job to open up this freaking new school. I had this vision that my classroom would be so large, I would have everything brand new and life would just be grand. Thats a joke, I have nothing and they haven't even ordered anything yet. AND its already been THREE weeks from when school started. It makes me cry just thinking about it. I have parents donating things and people asking how they can help and I just want to scream, I didn't want to have to beg for things that should be supplied for a brand new school. I seriously wouldn't recommend opening up a brand new school if it was the last thing in the world to do. It isn't worth it. Especially when you are teaching an elective course and are seriously the last person on the toledom pole. I today HATE my job. Hopefully it will change tomorrow. Maybe I don't hate my job as much as i hate the lady who wont order anything for me. Its been a sad day..